i know the first rule
i know the only rule
i fight
i come back
i kiss
i make up
i argue
i shout
i loath
i fear
i fight again
i curse the lady in the corner
i spit on the junkie with the boner
i gnarl at the man from japan
i choke the little fragile girl
every night
i fight & fight
soundlessly
hopelessly
aimlessly
anonymously in my head
trying to eliminate all the noises
all the quarrels
all the wat iFs
i fight them all to sleep
i am an avid member
i am dedicated to the club
i am the protagonist of my own mind
i know the rule
i trust the system
i fight the spite
i sleep
every night is my first night
so i have to fight.