it's been like this for a year now
i dream of u and u appear
always in black always intact
never speaking to me but always leading me
notes
pictures
dates
paths
never knowing u
i blindly follow
u called me and i replied
my prayers will never be denied
i trust ur answers r perfectly timed
i walked thru ur garden
i followed ur voice
there u lay as if by choice
blinded by my devotion
bound by my emotion
exhale
inhale
i breathe ur essence
u fill me
u lift me
u cradle me
exhale
inhale
breathe
it was by divine choice
that i heard ur voice
now i know u
now i wait for u
anticipate meeting u
my angel
my guardian
my saint.